days of my life
Gosh today really sucked, and I’m not sure why. It’s like I’m living life but it’s passing me by and I’m not sure why. I’m just glad I have my friends, they’re like my support network when all of this social and relashionship crap hits the fan. Like yesterday, I was in lab and I had this reaction and I was jumping around because my quantum dots finally were labeled correctly, and then of course it was a false result and that like blows. And then my boss gave me this nasty look, and I just couldn’t deal so I went home without saying goodbye. And like today, in class, Sam says, “Hey, are you feeling alright?” And I’m just thinking – what’s that supposed to mean? Do I look like crap today? Is my face doing alright for you, Sam? My shirt has a stain on it already, and I look fat in it. I think everyone in my class thinks I’m shy and removed, but its really that I can only deal with these pretencious screwballs in small servings. I’m just glad that I can zone all of these people out and listen to Death Cab and Postal Service on my U2 iPod. OMG, it’s so great, I can’t stop listening the album with “Beautiful Day” on it – sometimes I mouth the words when no one’s looking. And then when Death Cab gets boring, there’s always the Postal Service. I’m thinking of buying the Garden State soundtrack because I hear it’s really uplifting, but maybe it’s too trendy? I don’t know, Gideon Yago said it was really great in his blog. Anyhow, so yeah, today was just really kind of a downer, I’m just glad I have my friends. You guys rock. Let’s go to the Bahamas together for Spring Break! Yeah!!
PS) I’m beginnging to think you guys don’t read this anymore, so comment so I know you still read, ok?
PS) I’m beginnging to think you guys don’t read this anymore, so comment so I know you still read, ok?
posted by devdoot majumdar at 7:41 PM
8 Comments:
BALL'S IN YOUR COURT.
everyone still reads it.
don't feel down! grad school is super hard, much of it because of all the pressure and blows to the ego. sometimes i feel like my pi hates me too and i assure myself that its my overly paranoid imagination (well until i get my eval back and he tells me that he doesn't want me to come back to the lab because i'm lame). non-science friends are great! you don't have to talk to the same people you see everyday at the same time in the same room about your common classes and you don't have to feel like you have to be smart all the time. and don't worry, i don't think anyone thinks you are shy and reserved. i mean, who doesn't read your blog? but personally, i think you are interesting and essentially a good person. even though i'm sure you talk crap about me, along with everyone else. at least you're fair about it. :)
we're still reading devdoot, but what is up with the sudden change in writing style?
Your problem is that nobody gets you, but you. You are brilliant, sarcastic and super-funny. Keep it up and let them all wonder.
Yeah, I see what you mean about ppl not knowing you...bummer man. Oh and about it being unfunny, quite the contrary. Maybe its an ACCESS thing...
who's original post was this?
i can only deal with the pretencious screwballs in small servings as well. but sometimes we have to realize that we need the assertion deep deep down and so we deal. and sometimes we're all pretencious screwballs as well.
it's not an ACCESS thing... i think you're funny dev!
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